IS IT WORTH IT?

It's been a while since I have actually sat down and typed something, and ofcourse published a blog. Simply, because I have been overthinking a lot and while I was doing that, i put myself to the conclusion that is it even worth it? Worrying so much about something, is that even worth it? Caring so much about people, is that even worth it? loving someone unconditionally, is that or will that be ever going to worth it?

Not that I am saying that caring and loving people should be questioned, but what the point is, will all of this ever going to be worth it?

No matter how much you do or how much "efforts" you put on, at the end, people would have the audacity to question you. Just because you're not announcing before doing something for someone, doesn't mean you're not doing it. It's not important for everyone to know what someone or something means to you, as far as the person or the thing knows itself. But you see whenever I express my perspective on this topic, people become judgy and a little bit nudgy about it. They say that you have to go on doing those 'efforts' irrespective of the fact if anyone acknowledges you. Who said and where is this written that you should be pouring your soul out and you don't deserve an acknowledgement. Every person deserves to be acknowledged and thanked for what they are doing for you, even if you didn't asked them to. Because their 'efforts' are worth to be thanked for.

But, sometimes you should stop for some reality checks in between to actually know that all of this is worth it. You, your efforts, your energy, your time and all of the other miscellaneous things are worth recounting for. You shouldn't be wasting yourself and your efforts on someone who doesn't even have a moment of gratitude. 

For what it's worth, it's never too late or too early of you want to be. There isn't no time limit, stop wherever and whenever you want. You can change or stay the same because there aren't any said rules about it. Sometimes life sucks. Sometimes to get what's best for you, you have to leave what's worst for you, and at first every rainfall seems to be pretty, it's only the after effects, which tell the true story. Sometimes you have to see what's good for you and push through all of the hard times. WHY? Because life is worth it. And I hope you see the things what startles you. I hope you meet people who embrace your 'efforts' and people who understand your worth. I hope you live a life you're proud of. I hope you have the courage to just start over it all again if things are falling apart. Because that, would be, WORTH IT. 

Until then, Happy Todaying.